I'm pretty much on the edge
I found myself sick
with no cure

I do not want to be asked
about what happens
it's full of shit

I'm pretty much on the edge
I try not to think about knives
In my hands

And blood in a sense of an ease
but no one should say anything
it's my death


blood on my hands...

 

here's another day
I've cancelled a doctor appointment
my stomach hurts
a bit but there's no reason for pain


I've nothing to say
don't ask me about my religion
I've planned a death
it has something to do with precision

ref:
oh my agony
it takes all night to kill
oh my agony
it took all night to kill


he another day
wanted to feel how much I want him
so we drunk
to much and I showed him my monster

I've nothing to say
don't ask me about my decisions
I've planned a death
it has something to do with precision

ref:
oh my agony
it takes all night to kill
oh my agony
it took all night to kill

 

I'm scarred that I'm gonna leave
I feel I have nothing more
but without your stuff in my kitchen
it will be so, so alone

I'm scarred that you're gonna take
your smell from the towels and
and I will chase your shadow
to even feel, feel your scent


ref:
because I miss you so much
because I love you so bad
because I'm going crazy day after day


I'm scarred that you're gonna hate
me and that sad old days
when we were together we were
breath-taken away

I'm scarred that I'll lose my mind
'cause I feel I have nothing more
to do then just cry for you
you're gone and I'm lost

ref:
because I miss you so much
because I love you so bad
because I'm going crazy day after day

 

the city will
always be you
your hand will be
on my neck

and dirt that I
wanted to take
will be my sweetest
and the last

the city will
always be you
your hand will be
still on my neck

and dirt that I
wanted to have
will be my sweetest
sweetest and last


the camera will always catch
me and you the smell of your hair
sparks in my eyes when we lay
looking at stars on crystal meth


If only now I could sleep well
and only you wouldn't cry for help
If only now we could be friends
could have been love sweetest and last

looking at stars on crystal meth
could have been love sweetest and last
looking at stars on crystal meth
could have been love on crystal meth

 

are you gonna talk to me again
show me pictures of you being ready again
two weeks have gone and I don’t know why
you’re probably stuck with your wife again


ref:
say hello to her, say hello to her
when you think of me, say hello her
say hello to her, say hello to her
when you think of me, say hello her


remember time when we fucked a lot
but still were friends and shared bad secrets of ours
and now you’re gone and I have no one again
to do things that aren't the prettiest, yeah


ref:
say hello to her, say hello to her
when you think of me, say hello her
say hello to her, say hello to her
when you think of me, say hello her

 

even if it's true don't push away
our future and the past we had
don't push away
it's impossible


even if it's true don't hurt yourself
i didn't mean the fight we had
don't give away
it's impossible


only one by one we cut off strings
attached to you and me
it's easy
it's impossible


even if it's true don't hurt yourself
i didn't mean the fight we had
don't give away
it's impossible

 

I'm tired of this
I'm tired of playing
I go to sleep
deep sleep I'm craving

I cry I moan
I hope you'll get
free ride back home
I hope it ends


ref:
so please go away
it's for the better
I'm tired of playing
be gone forever


I'm tired of you
I'm tired of playing
with you so close
giving me pain

I cry I moan
I hope I'll get
a chance to be
with another man


ref:
so please go away
it's for the better
I'm tired of playing
be gone forever

 

I'm gonna lick lick off your face
I wanna drink up your tears

I wanna wear wear your skin babe
I need to smell smell your fear


ref:
I'm gonna cover you with gold
I'm gonna cover you with flesh and my blood
I'm gonna cover you with gold
I'm gonna cover you with flesh and my blood

I wanna suck suck out your tongue
I wanna dry out your heart

I wanna taste you all night long
I wanna hear your cry

ref:
I'm gonna cover you with gold
I'm gonna cover you with flesh and my blood
I'm gonna cover you with gold
I'm gonna cover you with flesh and my blood

 

met me on a party late at night
you said that am I your sunshine
you said you'll give me all the stars
Never asked me if I needed that

you said that I’m pretty and oh so smart
wanted to take me home ah
boy it’s so funny when you’re not
aware that I have some other plans

I am on my own, I have a home
I like you but I don’t feel like having you tonight
I am on my own, when I come home
I like you but I don’t feel like having you tonight


boy you must listen to me know
I like you and your body
maybe I'll call you some other day
‘casue tonight tonight I wanna do me

wanna feel, wanna touch, wanna second base
on the floor, get down with my own hand
wanna come wanna come baby wanna come
I love how I love myself


I am on my own, I have a home
I like you but I don’t feel like having you tonight
I am on my own, when I come home
I like you but I don’t feel like having you tonight

 

we made love when the animals died
we heard the agony
it took a night to kill a kid
we heard his agony
I tried to drink over the situation here
I faked when the kid died
like in the antichrist
I almost saw his last breath
could not help him
you were kissing me


we made love when the animals died
we heard the agony
it took a night to kill a kid
we heard his agony
I tried to drink over the situation here
I'm not the antichrist
I almost saw his last breath
I faked when the kid died


we made love when the animals died
we heard the agony
it took a night to kill a kid
we heard his agony
I tried to drink over the situation here
I faked when the kid died
like in the antichrist
I almost saw his last breath
I could not help him


you were kissing me
we heard the agony
it took a night to kill a kid
we heard his agony
I tried to drink over the situation here
could not help him
could not help him

we could not help him
we could not help him
we could not help him
help him

we could not help him
we could not help him
help him

we made love when the animals died
we heard the agony
it took a night to kill a kid
we heard his agony
I tried to think
I tried to drink over the situation here
I faked when the kid died
like in the antichrist
I almost saw his last breath
I could not help him
'cause you were kissing me

 

[CD, Vinyl]
utwór instrumentalny
 

[CD, Vinyl]
we were born free than we were compared to shit
equally, without any rethink, i say
how many people that many many nonsense
so many biased eyes, so many strong hands,

i say, how many assholes create a mass
where they can feel safe were they can hide
no need to be responsible just one, one creature
with two thousand eyes.

regular hunting, fire in the eye
fat cloud wrinkles, her face is mine
i don't wanna die, don't wanna die!

One crowded mind made of empty grains
as if sand himself felt offended by them
crowded nozzles, one breath, one voice mutation
one idle cock with its national anthem
crowd wheezes, brings pictures of the past
mixes it with future ignorance and stars
carries slogans, heads and hands
like coffins for their dead Bains

 

[CD, Vinyl]
oh king, king of my pain
i breathe so you can have
the whole of me and one and only
life long, so you can have me

i bite my tongue
eat it for breakfast
so you could stay
so i could have you

i dig out my eyes
i throw them away
so we could be
happy together

oh king, king of my pain
i breathe so you can have
the whole of me and one and only
life long, so you could have me

i break myself
give brain away
so we could be
happy together

i cut my hands
my babydoll legs
so you could have me
so i could have

oh king, king of my pain
i breathe so you can have
the whole of me and one and only
life long, so you can have me

 

[CD, Vinyl]
you said that you would close my mouth
that you would drain me head down
that i'd be all alone in my old age
that no one likes my smile

you said i wouldn't come to something
but i came my boy not once
you said i wouldn't come to something
but i came at last

this is a violent lullaby
this is a smack in the face
this is a kick in the head, lalala

i've spent all your fucking money
on cloths, liquor and gas
you said that i'd be very volatile
full of fumes garage

you shouldn't teach me how to be no good
you shouldn't feed my fear
you shouldn't teach me how to be no good
you wouldn't be so scared

this is a violent lullaby
this is a smack in the face
this is a kick in the head, lalala

 

[CD]
i've no idea how i could hurt you
destroy your kingdom and make you suffer
cut all your hands and blow your brain out
[CD]
i want you to hate me like no other

black hole, black sun in my head
black hole, black sun, the heart is gone
it' hurting it's killing me
it's hurting it's killing me

i've no idea how i could break you
but i'm looking forward to see you sufler

 

[CD]
you like my complexity
you like me, dismantle me

pull over, pull over, pull over
lick my common sense
make my structure mad

this is the road to hell
and you'll gonna gonna like it

come eat my manual
and make me crave for more
pull over, pull over, pull over
oh count my body parts
oh kiss off my default marks

this is the road to hell
and you'll gonna gonna like it

complexity, lick common sense
complexity, dismantle me

pull over, pull over, pull over!!!

you like my electric parts and
lick off my arousing default marks

this is the road to hell
and you'll gonna gonna like it

 

[CD, Vinyl]
he used to cover my face
from the sun and his friends
and now i know he was ashamed
of me at his place

i can't live when it's good
and it's good at his place
he who tried everything
except his own death

she is a junkie, she is drugged, intoxicated, my god
contract in one hand, kid on the other
that's how she's trying to stay undercover!

i can't live when it's good
and it's good at his place
he who tried everything
except his own death

she is a junkie, she is drugged, intoxicated, my god
contract in one hand, kid on the other
that's how she's trying to stay undercover

 

[CD, Vinyl]
she tries so hard / she is your friend
so close to the heart / she is

she tries so hard
she pushes others back
she builds a house with no doors with snares

run prey run prey run
on the kitchen floor
run prey run prey run
like never before
hide prey hide prey hide
hide, under the bed
die prey die prey die
caught in deadly snares!

run prey run prey
on the kitchen floor
run prey run prey
like never before
hide away, hide
run prey run

 

[CD]
hey hello have you been busy,
i'm looking tonight for some fun
i have money but not too many,
think you could manage some stuff
green is great but honestly man,
i really prefer the white tan
it's closer to my inner reality don't be a bitch sell some
with colors and tastes
from bags with zips
with colors to sniff in
i could believe in better days

hey hello the party was massive,
we were green, we played white it was fun
night was pink, we threw out with stars,
we were kings, we drunk 'till the morning light
hey hello are you alive i'm having meteoric brake down
i hope that we will party again
and play with the colors sometimes.

 

[CD, Vinyl]
you like my sick eyes
you like them swollen
we like it both, we like it both
when they're forgotten
those are the same eyes
that brought you to me
we like it both, we like it both
please do touch me
you like my sick eyes
you like them growing
we like it both, we like it both
when they're forgotten
you like my sick eyes
you like them speechless
we like them blind, we like them blind
how sick, how sick is this?
sick tired odd my red eyes!
storm in my blood, rare eyes!
sharp dreadful cold my red eyes!
storm in my blooooood!

 

[CD, Vinyl]
i spread my legs
looks like i'm praying
i fold my hands with of
rowan rosary

i have your picture
down, down in my panties
'cause i have sacred dreams
with lips like cherries

it's not a happy song
you took it all wrong

i spread my white sheets
it feels like heaven
i take a knife with
a diamond blade

i have my hope drowned
in tears of rosary
'cause you felt lucky ah
that bitch got cherries

it's not a happy song
you took it all wrong

 

[CD, Vinyl]
oh you really came and stood by the wall
looking at me begging for me
trying to make things work
oh you really did, did fuck me on the sink
scratching, biting skin on my neck
trying to make things big

oh you really came came forever
oh you really came it was not enough
oh you really came the best boy in town
oh you really came - trying to make things work

'cause last time that we made love 'till the first blood
looking at my body, hoping, trying to kill my love
oh you did it for me, made me sick and blue
fucking other girls while i sleep and telling that it's not true

oh you really came came forever
oh you really came it was not enough
oh you really came the best boy in town
oh you really came - trying to make things work

 

[CD, Vinyl]
I'm too good for you
you're no good for me
'cause I'm good in it
'cause I'm good in it

I'm too good for you
you're no good for me
'cause I'm good in it
and I'm very very sick ah..

'cause I'm good in it
and I'm very very sick ah..

I'm too proud for you
you're so pale and weak
'cause I'm good in it
'cause I'm good in it

I'm too proud for you
you're so pale and weak
'cause I'm good in it
and I'm very very sick ah..

'cause I'm good in it
and I'm very very sick ah..

 

 

 

es ist mir peinlich, es ist mir kalt
es ist mir eilig, ich hab’ keine zeit
es ist mir peinlich, es ist mir kalt
sind sie als touristen hier, hier, hier?

wo kann man hier töten, sie töten ganz gut
die kriminal polizei ist nicht da
wo kann man hier töten, sie töten ganz gut
sind sie als touristen hier, hier, hier?
was hast du in deiner schultasche?
in meiner schultasche habe ich
eine axt (eine axt), eines messer (eines messer)
und besonders motorsäge, sind sie als touristen hier?

es ist mir peinlich, es ist mir kalt
es ist mir eilig, ich hab’ keine zeit
es ist mir peinlich, es ist mir kalt
sind sie als touristen hier, hier, hier?

wo kann man hier töten, sie töten ganz gut
die kriminal polizei ist nicht da
wo kann man hier töten, sie töten ganz gut
sind sie als touristen hier, hier, hier?

hier, hier?

was hast du in deiner schultasche?
in meiner schultasche habe ich
eine axt (eine axt), eines messer (eines messer)
und besonders motorsäge, sind sie als touristen hier?
es ist mir peinlich, es ist mir kalt
es ist mir eilig, ich hab’ keine zeit
es ist mir peinlich, es ist mir kalt
sind sie als touristen hier, hier, hier?

 

long way with a bottle
he persisted not too much
who could be annoyed by
his authoritarian touch

something’s gonna happen
not too violent not too loud
who could possibly resist
his authoritarian touch

now there’s no escape
there’s no need to shout
i’m doing my best
but after me there’s a police car

now there is no hope
i have to swallow my pride
something’s gonna happen
in a fucking police car

something’s gonna happen
not too violent not too loud
something’s gonna happen
in a fucking police car

now there is no hope
i have to swallow my pride
something’s gonna happen
in a fucking police car


all cops are bastards
all cops are bastards, bastards

in a fucking police car
all cops are bastards

 

you can be examined for free
for free you can avoid treatment
state does it ‘cause state’s worried
and waiting makes state exited, exited

i fuck you fuck i was fucked
if not a thought maybe not me
if not a thought i’m negative
we could built our own city

green chairs are here cold fore sure
and their plastic have a taste
people look and see themselves
two months ago when they did fuck, fuck

i fuck you fuck i was fucked
if not a thought maybe not me
if not a thought i’m negative
we could built our own city

what if this man is dead
i have a feeling closing my mailbox
that everyone’s gone bad
and to raise from the dead isn’t simple

i fuck you fuck i was fucked
if not a thought maybe not me
if not a thought i’m negative
we could built our own city

 

my baby and I my baby had a fight
i wonder if others where scared
my baby goodbye my baby had a fight
i wonder who looked over there

i tried to get him up, my baby had a fight
but someone kicked me away
our blood was so alike, my baby had a fight
i wonder whose knife was there

love me, body love me, blood love, hair grow!
love me, eyes see me, eyes dream me,
live for me, live for me.
love me, body love me, blood love, hair grow!
love me, eyes see me, eyes dream me,
live for me, live for me, more.

sun started shining, my baby wasn’t whining
i couldn’t move i just stared
he laid without life in, my baby wasn’t whining
i couldn’t believe that happened

sun started shining, my baby wasn’t whining
all phoney fuckers ran away
he laid without life in, my baby wasn’t whining
i couldn’t move i just stared

love me, body love me, blood love, hair grow!
love me, eyes see me, eyes dream me,
live for me, live for me.
love me, body love me, blood love, hair grow!
love me, eyes see me, eyes dream me,
live for me, live for me, more.

 

you see me fighting yet another night
eyes open black underlined
trail of smoke coming out my mouth
lips are whispering you come inside

you see me fighting yet another night
eyes open black underlined
trail of smoke coming out my mouth
lips are whispering you come inside

i feel i know this place
‘ve been here before i guess
i speak and open my head
but no one wants it

i feel I open my head
for you to find me and
to take advantage of me
all messed up drunk and sorry

you see me fighting yet another night
eyes open black underlined
trail of smoke coming out my mouth
lips are whispering you come inside

i feel I open my head
for you to find me and
to take advantage of me
all messed up drunk and sorry

it’s a shame i’ve lost all my friends
form my sight where they all went?
i got some stuff from them
alone I’m going mad

you see me fighting yet another night
eyes open black underlined
trail of smoke coming out my mouth
lips are whispering you come inside

 

you think of me me maybe you freeze
thinking of all all drugs we did, did, did, did
you think of me me maybe you need
time to forget my delicious things, things, things.

i like it when your hurt, I like it much
i like it when your bored with your life
i like it when you can’t sleep at night
i like it when you cry I like it much

you think of me me still every evening
you cannot sleep, why why so my dear
you think of me me maybe you still
cannot forget the smell of my skin, skin, skin

i like it when your hurt, I like it much
i like it when your bored with your life
i like it when you can’t sleep at night
i like it when you cry I like it much

many many others slept with us us us
‘though differently under a different strar
many many others slept with us us us
‘cause you stared to do whoever you find

i like it when your hurt, I like it much
i like it when your bored with your life
i like it when you can’t sleep at night
i like it when you cry I like it much

i like it much

 

i’m not an animal
god it’s so funny
i don’t wanna wait
end up in decent
life, have a husband
and loads of money
i’m used to waste
i’m used to pretend

i’m not an animal
god it’s so funny
i don’t wanna breed
to end up as decent
wife, have a kid
loads of laundry
i’m used to waste
i’m used to pretend

i’m not an animal
god it’s so funny
i don’t wanna wait
end up in decent
life, have a husband
and loads of money
i’m used to waste
i’m used to pretend


that i have enough strength
that i have enough
that i have enough strength
that i have enough
that i have enough strength
that i have enough
that i have enough

 

at night different
words are stated
different grime stuck
maybe it shouldn’t hurt
but at night different
people place the chair
words come to the head
come late and wasted
oh lord have mercy
maybe someone else
know what happened
was it electrocution

defend yourself
fight if you can
fight if you can
defend yourself
fight if you can
fight if you can
defend yourself
fight if you can
fight if you can
defend yourself
fight if you can
fight if you can

 

you don’t wanna play with me
you don’t wanna do me sexually
don’t ask me what i ment by this
just use your fucking brain and please

it’s all in your head
it’s all in your head
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your
it’s all in your head
it’s all in your head
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your head

just please don’t come over here
i’ll smack your face and spill your beer
you think you have a magic stick
you think you can do magic tricks

it’s all in your head
it’s all in your head
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your
it’s all in your head
it’s all in your head
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your head

i had a very tough morning
now you’re spoiling my evening
i had a very tough morning
now you’re spoiling my evening
i had a very tough morning
now you’re spoiling my evening
i had a very tough morning
now you’re spoiling my evening

it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your head
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your head
it’s all, it’s all, it’s all in your
head

 

i’m very happy ‘cause my friends
know what’s the best for me, for me
my friends make me happy
they say nice things when i’m lonely, lonely

i’m very lucky ‘cause my friends
say which relation is hopeless, hopeless
when i should fight get a grip
and I should choose where my home is, home is

it leads us nowhere
leads us nowhere

it leads us nowhere
leads us nowhere

nananananana

it leads us nowhere

 

give me knife, give me table
and take away hands
give me time for changes
forget about me
give me pain, give me cure
for that make me pay
give me justice for all
leave with my money

brand new war and forget about me
brand new war and forget about me
brand new war and forget about me
leave with all my money, ey!


give me throat give me voice
and take away rights
give me helping hand
than push me aside
give me your precious time
than call me a thief
give me brand new war
forget about me

brand new war and forget about me
brand new war and forget about me
brand new war and forget about me
leave with all my money, ey!

give me heart give me love
and cut off my head
give me chance to grow
make me powerless
give me all that justice
but after small fee
give me brand new war
and forget about me

brand new war and forget about me
brand new war and forget about me
brand new war and forget about me
leave with all my money, ey!

 

he controls my mind
he destroys unconsciously
i couldn’t be less blind
letting him know, i trusted him

i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t stop
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t stop
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t

it kills me every time
i hurt myself, by giving him
for granted, me myself and i
i can’t believe, i’m doing it

i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t stop
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t stop
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful
i’m pitiful i can’t (stop)